long long time...

20th March 2006 well well..been quite some time since i wrote in...anyways things have been super duper good for me...except for a few hiccups regarding school work..haiz..anyways my dad's suprise birthday party was on on the 18th saturday...it went sooo well..and the look on my dad's face paid off for the whole 3 months of planning with 47 people..haha...and i enjoyed myself to the max...with all my cousins and friends...well..dancing..singing..and woah..my mum danced!!! ahahaha...cant believe it...! hmmm...murali you're just the best thing that's ever happened to me dear..no matter what happens..i'll always stick with you coz you are so much more worth than i ever thought ...i just wanna shout out that i love you on the top of my voice...haha...yea yea i think im going a little nuts over you...well...i love you...!!

12 march 2006

Aaarrrggghhh!!!! I cant wait to see you...cant seem to get over the way you look into my eyes and smile...describe how much you love me...and make my heart melt and my stomach flip...haiz.....heeheee....just love you..!!

Anyways..there's this particular creature i wanna talk about(if you're reading this...you noe who i are!!)...this being just cant seem to get my message in his bloody head!!! what the heck is wrong with him??seriously soo full of urself eh?? i don't want anything to do with you other than being friends!!! Read this!! I DUN WANT ANYTHING MORE THAN FRIENDSHIP!!!seriously..just comply ok...dun bother to impress me and saying sweet nothings...it wont work......ever!!!just sod off!!!eeerrhhgghh!!

It was no accident me finding you Someone had a hand in it Long before we ever knew Now I just can't believe you're in my life Heaven's I tip my hat to the keeper of the stars He sure knew what he was doin' When he joined these two hearts I hold everything When I hold you in my arms I've got all I'll ever need Thanks to the keeper of the starssmilin' down on me As I look at you tonight...

March 5th Sunday:

I can't describe how disgusted i am with her..i was having such a good time and she had to spoil everything!!!IDIOT!!!i feel like kicking he in her butt...why must she always screw things up for me? My life doesn't revolve around her you know...but then again she doesnt know that you see..Anyways ive decided on a few goals...new directions for my future...she can just stand outta the way of my dreams..and my life...

(ps. dear..i love you so much and i'll keep my promises to you always...we'll definately stand the test of time..)