lipstickandmakeup

grad night party!

2008-04-26T02:02:00.002+08:00

hahaa...the grad night party was held at "Day & Night".. Lol..after 2 baileys down..i realised that bailey's isnt anything much at all..Lol!! Oh well..at least had time away from everything else..the air guitar compertition was hilarious..especially Matthias! Lol!!It was funny tho, seeing all the lecturers a lil woozy..and smashed..hahaha..espcially Darren..it was really funny..and they all had this fake moustache..which made them look sooo ridiculous i was laughing my ass off...!! Hahahaha...So the next trip is tml!!

Lol!! To sentosa...yay! Bikinis, beach balls, sarongs,half naked guys..lol...and of course good company! hehehe...

two mins too late

2008-04-10T01:43:00.002+08:00

hello peeps...exams exams...!!! Oh man...and the whole Mona fiasco..lol...Wendy pities her..but sadly more than half of Lasalle does not...lol...she asked for it if you ask me...well well... enuf about her...!! Hols start soon...5th May onwards..wooo hoo...then i'll be throwing my 21st birthday bash...and i'll be done with my Dip by then...yay!! hahaha...yesterday was like the best day in my entire schooling life..first time ton overnight...managed to get my parents to consent..haha...finally!! Supper at 1am at Kembangan...then a drive to the cemetery..lol...then to seletar resevoir...lol...was sooo much fun...almost the most fun ive had in a while..and we all definately needed to wind down...with the stress piling up...lol... hahahaha...haiz u guys ah...nonsense..can get high on steak ..mash and bangers...lol..but the servings were huge! Hahaha...just nice for Jason anyways..lol! love you guys!!

stress!!! Lol

2008-04-03T00:54:00.002+08:00

ok..i officially love the bittersweet feeling of recital jamming...lol..and now its sweeter just with Mr Lollipop there...Lol! Okay..so exams are in lie 2 weeks..so we've all got our knickers in a twist..lol..but the fun part is that every tues they get brownies...of course made by me...their resident MOM...lol..haha..then gg for dinner...having wine..lol...quite cool if u ask me...and we're aware that these will be one of our last few jamming sessions together..after this sem...Elle will go back to the land of the Kangaroos..and then we'll be stuck without a vocalist...tsk tsk...but anyways..we'll just have to enjoy what we have now...hahaha..! Gracie is the sweetest thing la..hahaha...she's this crazy gal...super busy woman...hahaha....but the sweetest...lol...!!! I dunno where the hell this road is leading to...seriously...and i need some sense of direction.. lol.. i really hope everything turns out well for Wendy and Des... she deserves more la.. really...aaahhh...guys..men...all u bloody males...what the hell is wrong with you?? And i wouldnt have ever guessed that Shan would tell me that..hahaha... i will nvr forget what the MSN conversation was about..lol....thanks shan btw...haahaha...so long live Gin and Chips!!

gin & chips week 11

2008-03-25T01:46:00.002+08:00

Lol...benedict is such a dickhead and yes i agree that we should just kick him out..Lol.. so Aaron..if you could just keep ur mouth shut and not make it so obvious to wendy...Lol...could you pls....zip it..Lol...and i'll just take thing slow with this one..coz i dunn wanna go thru the whole rollercoaster ride again...hahaha...

audio candy

2008-03-19T03:53:00.002+08:00

I'm so glad...that we've finally gotten around to doing that...haha...whole weekend at Rasa Sentosa!! Lol... it was so fun i seriously doubt i would ever forget such a great weekend...just with friends...haha!! Thanks to MJ who could get us the waiver of the hotel room fee...yay!! and we spent it on cafe del mar....hahhaa...Shannon...you should go back there some time..should have seen the look on ur face when we brough Hailey out to the terrace...lol..well the food was wesome..and the drinks were heavenly..esp the wine...lol..and MJ u were definatel out pink in the face...lol..we had a long walk by the beach..all 8 of us..and stayed out till like 4 am.. talking and laughing at the weirdest jokes...and all our childhood stories...lol...we only managed to het out of bed at about 11 the next morning..and no one could actually speak coherently til we had at least our first hit of caffaine...lol..the rest of the day we spent on the beach...and some of the rides..on a whole..it was just great! guys...exams in 4 weeks..now that we've taken a breather , we should just work our asses off...seriously! hahaha...

full and happy..lol

2008-03-11T22:59:00.002+08:00

Honey..seriously you're the only one who matters..ur opinion.. regardless of what you think...haha.. so don't worry the sizzle and snap has not and will not die..:)
Wendy...dun worry Bon Bon will be ok...lol.. her chins are sooo cute creatures..lol.. so exams in 4 weeks dearies..haha..we'll definately be bringing more magaritas to our mugging weeks...lol..MJ wants it in fashion bar or our Teke place..Blu Jazz..hahha.. no probs MJ.. will finalise things with Everyl... granny's in hospital..hope she gets better..and Mr X. has finally enlisted..lol..hope he doesn't suffer as much as i think he will..after all he's looking forward to it..haha..
And yes!! after waiting almost a lil more than 2 decades, ive been invited to his house..haha..by chance but it doesnt matter...and his mom was so sweet about it...haha..well his chance will come when i ask him and others over for my deco day..lol..so yeap..Kudos to the Australian Quartet at Lunchtime concert today..hehe..they were soooo oh oh hot!lol.. of course, mop of sand colored hair.. and abs to kill for... plus the dude in black had such great eyes..haha..ok great isnt the word im looking for but Elle knows what i'm talking about..lol!
till later! Ta!

sugar stix & candy canes..

2008-03-06T20:32:00.002+08:00

So far everythings been going dandy..haha..yes babe we should go back and visit the old teachers..haha. still waiting when tho..since youre forever busy..lol! Wendy, i really wanna see the two cutesies real soon..haha.esp when they give birth which is gonna take a couple of months..haha.. but hey what the hell, i'll come and see them with Mu ok..haha..and we should really have that sleepover again..brownies, nail polish, and movie marathon..haha.. Elle's been asking to have another anyways..haha..she can't get enough of it i guess..lol.. so all this aside, sch's been kinda flat of late..after study break last week.. but the performance we had yesterday was great..c'mon we even impressed the Talent scout..haha..kudos to Gin & Chips..Yay!! We should be getting the gig guys...hope our audition tape turns out fine..haha..Natasha's asked to meet for shopping..AGAIN..hahaha...so i was thinking why not..haha..and MJ has scheduled out batam weekend in conjunction with Good friday...so pls pls send him all ur details..haha..currently we got 6 ppl..so asap guys! Till next time. Ta!

sodd off

2008-02-23T23:04:00.001+08:00

I think we both know that i dun need you to survive... coz i really have had enough of all this!

Updates!!!Lol!

2008-02-20T00:04:00.017+08:00

Hey peeps...haha.. so here's the update .. CNY hols and my cousin's function..as well as dinner with my closest gal and bf?! hahah..so here goes...

Gracie & me-wrapping hampers!

Lol.. so Gracie & Mu came over to my house to have dinner coz they also asked me help out in wrapping hampers for an event.. hahah... it was kinda fun... silly but really funny... Mu and my dad .. birds need pedicures?!? Hahahahah!

yup.. candid enuf?!? hahaha..

Mum & Me

Anabel's function...family..family..family.. & i had to wear the whole gear...lol..! Still can't digest that i had to change from this gear to like something less clownish..hahah.. for dinner at Walawala.. at Holland V..lol..! Sean and Ainsley were dumb drunk..lol.. and thank gosh MJ was sober enuf to drop us all home.. one by one...haha.. Thanks MJ!! u rock!Hahah..ok i know i owe u brownies..haha..

Jess & Me

All the cousins... haha!

Okay.. so enuf about the whole Indian heritage thingy..lol.. so CNY Hols were spent in Batam..amongst family and friends...at Harris Resort..had sooo much fun.. water polo was soooo funny esp with Joanne and Arjun..lol..haaa..and the water sports package.. & the body massage....oooohh....hahaha.... was a rejuvenating weekend away...lol..

Jess & Me at our room..

Ok Jess coming on this trip was a total surprise..lol.. I didnt know until i spotted her with Joanne at the ferry terminal...hahaha..

In the minibus with cousins

[Betina,Joanne,Jess,Odelia,Me,Oswald,Melvin and Arjun]

Miracle if u ask me!

Hmm... okay peeps.. thats about all for now.. haha... well i'm looking forward to the Tioman Island trip with Gin & Chips.. & all the EXTRA additions..like MJ , Sean & Ainsley.. lol.. so have fun during the study break next week and see yall at the party at Hanson's house on the 23rd .. this weekend... lol..tata!

week 4 Bafflement

2008-02-01T17:19:00.000+08:00

yeah gracie thank god i followed ur advice and did what u told me to.. at least i know where im heading..lol.. welll leave it be la..haha..so societies area is quite fun. i just hope mu's fine with it..ahah.. and of course i do get that little privillege of being the prez's buddy and the secretary's gf..hahahah... so gin and chips returned to the scene after that horrible week 2..lol we're sounding more like what we ought to sound like.. and fuck benedict la.. seriously he's just an asshole and we should offciailly kick him out... last minute stuff is sooooo impt to him?? well then he just needs to think.. he's such a dickhead!! aaargh... anyways.. looking for venues, booked one already...can't believe the weeks are passing so quickly.. haiz .. well well. Haha i seriously can't believe my parents actually sat me down and talked about it.. that subjet i never thot my father would bring up.. Equally appallling is that every sentence they said was about what they wanted.. nothing about what i want.. so what? i marry him or he marries my parents?Bafflement! Lol at least his mum is way cooler about it than my wonderful parents.. hmm... well... need to draw up plans.. lol... cant believe i'm going through with this?!? lol.. so.. till later.. tata!

ps: i know who i'm losing.. and whom ive gained along the way.. thanks gracie for showing me..

2008

2008-01-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

okay a little late for the new years..lol... a shout out to gin and chips first and foremost..hahas!! Back to sch and we're on the roll for our recital.. pretty heavy sem..and POP big night out at clarke quay.. next month..lol.. im soooo looking forward to it..and MJ's dare of 5 vodka shots??!? hahahaha... yea and pigs are flying since.. hahas.. And a big thanks to Gracie... for being there as always..dun worry about that bloke la.. lol.. you deserve better attention...hope MR was a big success..lol..and take care of ur secretary for me pls?? hahaha... owe u a treat someday.. tts all for now.. will sign out.. pestering ELLE soon..hahaha!!

sounds of the underground

2007-11-15T23:43:00.000+08:00

Lol... people... c'mon..here's how it goes.. when we perform next month at Esplanade baybeats.. you better be wearing those retarded looking t's we bought.. like all 7 of us... Lol... Elle you're not gg to escape just coz Brennon is gg to there.. if MJ is wearing it without turning pink.. then all of us shall...Hahahaha.... and wendy .. bring Des along.. we wanna see who youve been hiding...haha... so it all comes to an end.. a happy ending.. iguess.... well the relief is that EXAMS are over!! on monday... haiz...ahaha.. then there's the end of the year bash comming along.. and also the "stayover" at sch... haha.. MJ you're job is to befriend the security guard before that...LOL... buy him KOPI ... hahahaha... so see yall on monday..!!!

its goin down in shambles!!

2007-11-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

GIn & Chips week 13.. ooh exams r next week peeps!!! omg..here's when the panic sets in..lol..ok this sem has been a happy sem.. seriously.. nvr been better..lol.. all thanks to sista wendy!!! Lol... haha all the crap over ice horlicks and kwaychap...tsk.. and MJ's WISH...hahaha... " too big a car for someone that small"... lol.. hahas... and all my sweets..josiah and nightmare on elm street....hahaha..well well..cant wait for break in wk 16.. phew.. then off to ausie... yay!!! haha.. this trips means alot.. socially.. coz its one minus th family plus the friends..haha.. so the 8 of us are just gonna have whopping time.. haha.. we can just depend on MJ and Elle..lol... later!

week 12

2007-11-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

Shout out to all the funny dudes...haha...beer at 4pm....seriously wtf?!?Hahah.. anyways.. Brennon is coming down to visit Elle... and she's like so super excited...yeah.. put out the brolly and serve the seafood..haha... soaking in champgne i guess....tsk tsk..hate datelines.. and you know what Aaron.. its crappy having distractions.. esp hot, goodlooking distractions...lol..well assignments and endless reports and reviews...lol..of all the ppl in the freakin class i gotta get MJ as my partner..now i confirm cannot concentrate la..lol... how to ppl???Tim's being a pissant.. but that's quite normal la...haha..gay... bloody gay ass... haha... oh gosh the walking nightmare, weifoong... i can die la.. seriously... i wanna just knock some sense into her...her freakin dressing...aunty meets japanese bad fashion.....yulk...puke my ass off seriously..haha..Well well... she'll never stop wanting attention... and monday is my singing debut...hehe... see you guys at the Gig on Monday...cheers..!!

qs

2007-10-26T00:46:00.000+08:00

Question... why the hell are u being such an ass!!!!!!! Aaaaarrgh!!!!Tell me... 1st its like way up there and now its way below my ass.....wtf?!? Tsk Tsk!!! MOS... TUESDAY... youre so gonna get screwed!

week 10 gin & chips

2007-10-15T00:24:00.000+08:00

hahaha.... yea yea this week is like so bloody slack! anyways got plannings to do.. for a suprise that is really small but meaningful! And.. well my worrying hasnt stopped but then again...MJ!!! WHY?!? I really dunno la.. i havent stopped touching my tissue packet! And ICE HORLICKS!!!! Wahahahahaha!!! Thanks .. really really.... haha... u know what... i dunno what the hell is wrong with me.. its like drained out..haha... losing my tact and control arnd you.. and i'm like cringing and chiding myself for saying things im not supposed to... what the hell?!?

Gin &chips week 8

2007-10-03T00:33:00.000+08:00

hey hey all... hhaahaa.... study break is finally here!!! yay!And at last i get to catch up wtith my sleep!! haha...and shopping...and all the personal indulgence...well well..but of all the bloody things.. i have to go and get sick! oh gosh! But then again... haiz..im so grateful for this wk off... coz at least i can take a break from all the freaking school stuff.... except MJ of course!! haha... but we'll be meeting almost everyday of the hols...Elle went home to Ausi for the hols..haha.. cant wait for Nougats....haha..and peeps... this goes out to MJ and co. ..Blu Jazz is still on.. on Friday.. we'll meet at 7 pm for dinner and drinks and leave at 12mn.. for MJ's house.. to bunk...haha... alright see you guys there... and MJ... dont come up.. just wait for me below.. i'll come dwn...and now we're even.... haha...

gin & chips week7

2007-09-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

oh gosh week 7 is here... thats so freakin fast.. gosh..ok i got my keyboard so Darren can stop being sacarstic... haiz.. weekend was pretty good.. very occupied...haven't gone to cat class for some time..and havent brought Mu for mass too... haiz haiz... ok i have to carry that monstrosity tml and thank god MJ is driving! haha... and i get a lift to and fro... how exciting is that?!? wahahaha.... and i need to get so many things ... and next week is my study break... one week of heavenly sleep... yay.. at last... haha.. ok Highlander ws great.. esp the atmosphere..food was yummy too... u know i just find it so amusing whenever we drink..haha..even if its just magaritas...( & that horrible shot of mars vodka).. we slip out of our usual defences and laugh without much care.. its like being 12 again...almost...hahah... well looking forward to all our 21st birthdays... ok need to get that much needed sleep...

art eccentricities

2007-09-06T12:39:00.000+08:00

Art is making something out of nothing and selling it... haha... true true... MJ.. u seriously are a chunk of heaven.. really.. and that pasta was all aahs and ooohs... really..haha..ok here's the dirt.. a guy who can cook , even if not as well as a woman, is quite a hard thing to come by coz seriously, even some girls nowadays don't cook.. ahem ahem..haha...(Dont hate me Elle...haahha).. and of course.. it links us back to the fact that some of the world's greatest chefs are men.. haiz.. haha.. but all in all MJ, you can cook .. quite decently for a guy if i may say so.. haha... looking forward to Bruchetta and Prawn Cocktail on Tuesday.. and your new VW Beetle is sooooooooooo funny... trust me.. i actually was trying to control my laughter , trying not to burst out in front of you coz you look so proud of the orange spots...hahah

wk 4

2007-09-03T19:06:00.000+08:00

yada yada yada..school's been a lot better than last yr for sure except theory and aural classes..hate hate hate it.. but do i have a choice?! no!! MJ.. u rock!!! oh gosh did he actually make a pass at me?! Haha..yeah " want a lift home?" haha.. and thats not the only one.. hmmm... nice guitar solos and all... thanks for the compliment about the keyboard solos...hahaha... and dont u ever flirt while performing! Its a warning! hmm..oh man.. time's really passing quickly.. 8 more wks at sch and its hols ... OU really should consider having longer academic terms/semesters..yeah! Need to do retail therapy soon.. did some on Saturday.. flying off to Canada in November ..!! Yay!!

pissy & precious

2007-08-28T20:43:00.000+08:00

So yeah im getting the picture now guys! its ok .. my bad so ill pay for it i guess! So Elle, Wendy,Rafik, Benedict and me...GIN AND CHIPS..hahaha... yes and to think that we haven't told Darren about it... wooohooo! Elle is totally cool...haha..well although its somewhat funny..us teaching her singlish when she has such a thick aussie accent! And that day at Blu Jazz was great...Gin and tonic.. 3 glasses and i was still sober..its a wonder..haha... cant believe we were discussing Philosophy around Gin and Baileys...! But guys we totally have to do that again.. and next time.. wendy.. pls pls pls... longer dress!!! Hahaha... you get the ddrift?!? And that dude in my class... Nick's twin bro is sooooooooo totally chic magnet! hahaha...cant stop smiling when i think of what happened today in the libray! Not going to let go of my theory book anytime soon!!! Hahaha!

complicated

2007-08-26T21:17:00.000+08:00

Maintaining a complicated life is a great way to avoid changing it!

tsk tsk

2007-08-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

what the hell is gg on?!? Im scared!

clouds in my head

2007-08-15T20:13:00.000+08:00

i don't know what to say really.. im just thinking.. is this shit all worth it? you lose people along the way and never get them back.. so thats just great and you have to stick it up to the end?? tat just sounds like a load of crap to me.. ok im not enjoying the new attention in school at all.. i totally snubbed Daren today and didnt even turn to look at Tim..haha... i just loved that moment.. seriously!!And stop calling me waltzling already! So wat if its your country's song??? hello its my bloody name! ...Im very exhausted. Really.. and tired of worrying..and tired of pleasing people.. so what if youre not happy? Im not gg to waste my bloody time getting cookies and tea for everyone while my damn time just wastes away..and im not going to be that person you want me to be.. ( ma im sorry im not ur little girl anymore)..and im tired of smiling when i dont feel like...!

keep walking

2007-08-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

I'm quiet puzzled why i kinda expected so much outta the NUS show..hah.. but it went well.. & i hope nothing dissastrous happens to the pic that guy took of us..LOL.. well tml back to square 1 .. I really dunno how the hell its going to be again.. so not looking forward to seeing Mona's face and her caustic remarks about not having skills and management crap.. she should just sodd off.. and there's one more thing of course..im gonna have to mesh my timetable with mu's.. haiz.. wonder when that' s gonna happen eh?!?

merry-go-round

2007-08-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

The merry-go-round of blame,shame and eveything else starts on monday.. i cant believe my parents actually forced me to do something i don't want to do. Expected more from them, actually from my mum.. didnt expect anything from my dad.. his ability to understand me still stands at a very amazing percentage of 1 % maybe.. and it is so impossible to have a conversation with him i swear..its like talking to a wall!!! ok so i guess i gotta follow rev's advice and tell myself its a stepping stone.. i will i guess.. eventually after i get through this "stress".. hah! and i do hope my time tables meshes well with mu's.. so i won't feel like im having a long-dist r/ship!!!

yak yak yak

2007-08-05T00:10:00.000+08:00

If i was so shallowed Shirley, i wouldn't even be talking to the dudette... so shut up!!To all the big-assed mama's .. you rck!! so Shirl, tell me why on earth would you put up something like that on the damned net huh?? If u a really are aiming for 'dudette' to read it and have some remotely good reaction to it, u might be in for a surprise!And also, next time you think of not showing up.. please let me know so i will not look like a total ass! Seriously you should learn.. its time somebody put you in ur place huh?? That's what Em was trying to hint at dinner the other day anyways.. so if you have any sense, pls call 'u-know-who' and alpologise.. thank you!
(ps. Em, you should go with red the next time pls.. Darren loves red! HAHA)

shut up & stop whiniing

2007-08-02T20:24:00.000+08:00

ok here goes..i've barely been able to sleep or do anything peacefully.. and i dun have anyone to talk to about it.. well im just scared to approach who i have in mind. Haiz.. alright I already talked to murali about the thing that bothering me since monday.. and it turned out alright i guess..he listened and told me the stuff i needed to hear.Uuurrgh!! I dunnno what the hell is running through my mind and the people around me are just blending more and more into the background.. i msged someone but she seemed too occupied and gave a very brief one..hmmm... to think i even bothered! really... seeming so unsure and all crapped out...

for god's sake

2007-07-14T18:42:00.000+08:00

Call yourselves friends?! I recently had a very shocking experience ..well i would say it actually woke me up a lot.. like a jolt to the real world of so called friendship. Well to tell you the truth, friendship my ass!!! Haha..they're the only ones whom I thought mattered but to my amazement they hurt me the most. I wasn't prepared so it took a while for it to sink in. Well, i will never ever make the same mistake of relying on them for anything except "airy" fun..you know you are assholes!!!

xoxo

2007-05-28T21:44:00.000+08:00

Haha murali looks so proud carrying his cousin,the baby in the pic. He simply adores his cousin.. you know someone said he looks like he's carrying his own child.haha..

Haiz.work work work. days are passing by just like this. and i ound out today that sam carmel viewed me. im starting to realise she's quite mean. and only i know why. ok my friends are missing in action.and i eally hate to say this but i feel abandoned! hey you out there!! haiz haiz... murali i feel detatched and you know why. this whole mum issue is too much for 2 yrs of relationship ok.. feel like its too much an issue for us to discuss yet coz of all the reasons you are aware of. anyways i just came to a conclusion that i refuse to believe in astrology anymore!!!

sick

2007-05-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

im sick of most things..and most people. People.. there are many levels of relation..those who claim acquaintance to you.those who claim friendship.those who claim sisterhood.and even the "best-friends forever" thingy, that's way too gross. seriously tell me if there is one soul whom you can trust at any one point of time with your life?or some serious secret? not a soul.. so why claim these relations at all? they're seriously not worth my time.

confused!

2007-05-20T10:30:00.000+08:00

Hols are boring! and with what happened recently it really shook me.. well working at the obs & gynae clinic isn't any better.. things aren't good at home.. and i'm struggling to find the right words to tell me mum about THE matter... which sucks half the time coz her birthday and wedding anniversary are arnd the corner.. and murali's just there.. he helps but sometimes i wish i hadnt told him anything.. but then a again who else can i actually tell?? I might sound like a saddistic ass but then i dont really care do i?

peeps!!

2007-04-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

hey babes... when are we going out?!? eeeerrrr!! i hate exams man! i cant wait for it to be over...need to hang out so badly and do some real shopping!!! wow i think im going crazy..i swear!!! its an exam thing i guess.. i need a break!! and i wanna go to ausi!!!! rev??sam??? are you guys alive?!?

haiz haiz

2007-03-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

ok im just so stressed with school..why is it that we haveonly 15 freaking weeks of school? what are we supposed to do in 15 wks man? with two weeks of outtimetable suspended? this is so not happening man...

wtf

2007-02-19T00:24:00.001+08:00

ok ill nvr make the mistake of "talking" to my mum ever again in the near future..not unless my life depends on it! like how irrirtating is it man?!? ok she started asking me about the choices i make about guys..and then since she doesnt really approve of my bf, i asked her how if he's not the same religion..and then she went on into a lenghty discussion about my bf and he being a non catholic and she made it seem like ill be an outcast in the catholic society and ill rot in hell...wtf!?

deluded-ness!!!

2007-01-31T19:44:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh..im going a little nuts i think..im at risk of not going out for valentines day...how much moreof a sorry state can i be in man?!? haiz....i hate to admitt that im kinda irritated (c'mon ive been attached for like 1 yr 7 months now) but i think my darling BF isnt being fair...OK.. he as work and i said i dont mind not going out for valentines so that he can earn that money..but hey come on..give me a break...Valentines isnt every week or even every month....WTF?!?

back to school!!

2007-01-10T19:02:00.000+08:00

you would think the first week of school would be fun in a couple of ways o so...but let me tell you!!! : IT SUCKS!! Big time..its like so downgrading..they show you the whole freakin syllabus and tell you how many damned projects you gotta go through..and how many ( like almost 15) performances and like so many essays to be handed in....aaaarrrrhh!!! i feel like killing Mona Lim..the officail SLAVEDRIVER of Lasalle-sia...("ok don't get me started on her") she just rawks my socks?!? kiss my ass Mona!!!

:)late update?!?

2006-11-06T19:47:00.000+08:00

hey ho... yes yes its been like ages since ive logged on...anyways nothing much has been happening la..its just exams exams and more exams...*sighs* ..well, i just cant believe my mum la..she's still like so bloody strict..?!? my cousin invited me to go to MOS last Saturday and my parents were in JB..but she still said no?!? Hello?!? wake up!!! its the bloody 21st century!!! gosh!! Haiyoo... anyways there is this super duper hot guy.. ( my cousin's friend..who's like 25yrs old)... like soooo bloody hot...he's a teacher in SJI...i know im attached but no one said i couldnt look see...hahaha...i've just started jamming with him...and he's a wicked bassist...and he sings too...with me!! hahaa...anyways the saddest thing is that he probably treats me like a younger sis....yepps...

2006-10-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

well dearest one...im quite glad we talked things out...esplanade did us good...i just love that place!!! ...heehee...

=(

2006-09-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

downhilll....downhill...downhill...

Why is it this way?!?

2006-09-12T20:10:00.000+08:00

I'm just wondering though.. why am i feeling this way? ive never been so tired before..nvr so muddled up..nvr so stressed!! Haiz...things at sch are really taking a toll on my..i cant believe that Darren Moore actually says we've to memorize a new piece in lke what?!? less than a week?!? has that man gone crazy or what?maybe he's brain-fried or something...hell yes!!he is!! And relationship wise..im still not getting it...its like its so strained now..well..like its based on studying together...and then having meals..and that's it..nomore holding hands for walks...no more visiting places...no more shopping?!? Aaaarrrrghhh!!! i wanna just up & change my life man..what the hell..!!! anyways im just praying that when he goes to NUS, things arent going to go down the drain...like someone warned me it will..i dunno man..i feel like a trapped shrimp in the net...but whatever it is though ive to just take it in my stride and let things get by with time..but really miss him so much...not physically though..just mentally..and mentally..the earlier times we've spent together..i just wish i could relive them ....

late late updates!!

2006-07-24T22:03:00.000+08:00

Haiz ive been soooo busy with school opening and all...i just didnt have the time to update at all!! Anyways...i need serious shopping therapy..to ease and calm my nerves..oooh...i could so easily swoon over a pair of shoes at "Nue" or nine west.. hmmm...oh ya i've spared myself being disgusted at singapore's fashion..and exorbidant prices....i'm learning dressmaking!!!! yay...i know it sounds so housewiey but who cares?!?hahahaha...hmmm...

2006-07-05T16:36:00.000+08:00

Ophelia drowned in the waterCrushed by her own weightAnd hitler loved little blue-eyed boysAnd it drove him to hate.Birds always grow silent before the night descendsCause nature has a funny way of breaking what does not bendA heros torso built of steel and novicaneHis heart a bitter beat inside a bloodless frameThere was a hole inside his soulA manicure could not fillSo he found himself a whore to loveWhile daisies choked on the windowsillWeve made houses for hatredIts time we make a place wherePeoples souls may be seen and made safeBe careful with each other these fragile flamesInnocence cant be lost it just needs to be maintainedA small town in ohio, 2 boys are filled with violenceAs night in the darkness spreads its legs for hate and ignorance.We are given to a God to put his faith thereinBut to be forgiven we must first believe in sin.Weve made houses for hatredIts time we make a place wherePeoples souls may be seen and made safeBe careful with each other these fragile flamesInnocence cant be lost it just needs to be maintainedStrange current pulling, a sleepless ebb and flow.Me, I drift sideways, and you, I dont know.I want to live bravely and love without fear.I want to always feel the wings of great near.We all will be christed when we hear ourselves sayWe are that to which we pray.Weve made houses for hatredIts time we make a place wherePeoples souls may be seen and made safeBe careful with each other these fragile flamesInnocence cant be lost it just needs to be maintained.

wednesday 5th July 4.42pm

Go on..just read the text..its sooo intriugingly true eh..i dunno...i kinda feel for it..hmmm meeting my babes next friday for dinner and drinks..haha...been soo long sime we all caught up with each other...anyways..i really cant wait to see Mu...haiz haiz...why does time always seem to go so sodding slowly when you want it to pass??? haiz haiz...

goodness gracious!!!

2006-07-01T18:02:00.000+08:00

july 1st saturday 5.59pm

haiz haiz....i finally got my comp back in action!!! oh gosh its like ive got back part of my life...
well well...getting back on track..ive been alrighty..just having fun..being the bridesmaid for my cousin's wedding comming up on the 8th of july..just cracked half my brain on the type of dress i should wear...( gosh i cant believe the colour theme is peach??!!PEACH!!!thot that was so last century)..anyways..there's so much more like hair and stuff...haiz...and i cant wait to get back to school..hmmm hmmm..but seriously i think they should lenghten our academic year...its only bloody 15 wks per term..which makes up sodding 30 wks per year only!!! "WE'RE BEING CHEATED"!!hahaha....well...i have to run now..gotta go for dance practice...ciaoz~

the language of flowers!!

2006-05-02T21:13:00.000+08:00

(Just In case you wanted to know)

January- Carnation

February- Violet

March- Daffodil

April- Sweet pea

May- Lily of the valley

June- Rose

July- Larkspur

August- Gladiolus

September- Aster

October- Calendula

November- Chrysanthemum

December- Narcissus

dixie stompz!!!!

2006-04-20T20:52:00.001+08:00

20th April Thursday

AAughh!!!I was thinking so hard about this yesterday night...then I thought of voicing it out to Mu...well..im talking about "seeing my bf once a month"!! youre probably wondering how the hell can a relationship work like that eh?? well well...yea thats how it works in mine...i cant erally do anything about it ..all thanks to my stubborn-to-the-ass mother!!! she says anything more than once a month is uncalled for...what a statement??? who the hell cares whether it is called for anot??? tsk tsk...well..i sought Mu and he said he'll try his best to see me as much as he can....like come to the library with me...or just lunch or just coffee...is that sweet or what????? haiz haiz...i didnt know i could fall deeper and deeper in love with him till this kinda things happen...i just thank god i found someone like him...unlike my "past" experiences of people who totally are self centred asses!!!

dixie stompz!!!!

2006-04-20T20:52:00.000+08:00

shim sham shimmy...

2006-04-18T14:33:00.000+08:00

18April 2006 Tuesday

hmmm....talk about being stressed!!! tomorrow's my recital..and i just finish typing my programme notes..i havent photocopied my scores for examiners...im practically going mad...nuts...paagal...gilah..yea whatever you call it...!!haiz haiz...i didnt even got to my teacher's hse today!! shit shit shit!! ok ok ...im not suppodes to frett about it coa its not going to help anyways...All i can do now is to practice faithfully and go through all my teacher has taught me...so...relax!!!

aaughh!! I whole week...7 days more...shit man..just cant wait for the 25th...if youre wondering why...well..its coz im seeing Mu....which i havent done in almost month...well well....let me pour out what i feel so strongly about this particular "friend" of his!!! i dun wanna mention names la...(im not so mean eh)..she has been msging him and so suggestively asking him out...which gurl with the right state of mind would do that ??? come on la...my BF is attached...for christ's sake!!! to me!!!! she's just being a total bitch!!! Why is it you choose to come around afetr almost 2 years ??? Youre an old issue...almost like history already..so just shut up and flit somewhere else...coz if you dont...youre gg to see a different side of me!!!auugh!!!

2006-04-10T18:00:00.000+08:00

10April2006 Monday

Well well...today was so so so good!! haha...after having exam in the morning( which was fairly good)..i went shopping!!! with Gracie..haha...sweet sweet gracie..cant believe that even our shopping taste and budgets are the same..hmmm...well what can i say about a 15 year friendship eh?? hehe...anyways...

...this whole week is soo cramped up with our exams...tomorrow's keyboard skills exam..and then we've got a concert...haha..i wonder what the hell Grace( our choir mistress) is going to wear...she & her stoopid bandage looking shoes...haha...talk about fashion sense...hmmm...anyways then it goes on and on and on...wed,thurs,..luckily fri sot no test...oh but yea datelines for projects..haiz...anyways...next week's recital week and all the buzz about it being practically the last week of school..and then its just the never-ending wait for our results...haiz haiz...

...aaaarrrhg!!! i really cant wait for the 25th...seeing my boo...haha..its been such a long time since we've met...almost 3 plus weeks...can you imagine that?? haiz...i really wish, (although i know its highly impossible) that we met more often...i mean yea i understand that with his NS life and my school schedule its not that easy to meet up and stuff..on a regular basis but i really wish la...haiz haiz...anyways...here's signing off..im going to practice for my recital...cheers!!!

heya finally!!!

2006-04-04T20:30:00.001+08:00

April 04 Tuesday 2006

hmmzz..i finally found the time to update...anyways...exams are around the corner....aaaarrgh!!! so stressed!!! music and comp, keyboard skills( which i havent been faithfully attending)hehe...and thank god choir ensem exam's over..just today..it went ok la..haha...enough about school anyways...

mm...i dunno why but ive got this increasing sense of mistrust on someone i care about so much for...i dun exactly know why...maybe its because i've experienced this before...a guy tells you he has feelings for you and then you seem to fall all the way down and then he says that he thinks its good if you guys keep a distance..and in a short time he hooks up wth someone else...*blink*blink*tear*...well...yups...but im SUPPOSED to trust this person...but how to?? i feel so much in a wierd situation...its like..i love him yes..but i cant trust him fully....maybe because of the increasing attention another friend of his is giving him..and she's female so to speak..and then sometimes he's all cool and light but some other times he's so uptight....why why why???!!!!

heya finally!!!

2006-04-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

long long time...

2006-03-20T17:21:00.000+08:00

20th March 2006

well well..been quite some time since i wrote in...anyways things have been super duper good for me...except for a few hiccups regarding school work..haiz..anyways my dad's suprise birthday party was on on the 18th saturday...it went sooo well..and the look on my dad's face paid off for the whole 3 months of planning with 47 people..haha...and i enjoyed myself to the max...with all my cousins and friends...well..dancing..singing..and woah..my mum danced!!! ahahaha...cant believe it...!

hmmm...murali you're just the best thing that's ever happened to me dear..no matter what happens..i'll always stick with you coz you are so much more worth than i ever thought ...i just wanna shout out that i love you on the top of my voice...haha...yea yea i think im going a little nuts over you...well...i love you...!!

12 march 2006

2006-03-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

Aaarrrggghhh!!!! I cant wait to see you...cant seem to get over the way you look into my eyes and smile...describe how much you love me...and make my heart melt and my stomach flip...haiz.....heeheee....just love you..!!

Anyways..there's this particular creature i wanna talk about(if you're reading this...you noe who i are!!)...this being just cant seem to get my message in his bloody head!!! what the heck is wrong with him??seriously soo full of urself eh?? i don't want anything to do with you other than being friends!!! Read this!! I DUN WANT ANYTHING MORE THAN FRIENDSHIP!!!seriously..just comply ok...dun bother to impress me and saying sweet nothings...it wont work......ever!!!just sod off!!!eeerrhhgghh!!

2006-03-05T15:57:00.000+08:00

It was no accident me finding you Someone had a hand in it Long before we ever knew Now I just can't believe you're in my life Heaven's I tip my hat to the keeper of the stars He sure knew what he was doin' When he joined these two hearts I hold everything When I hold you in my arms I've got all I'll ever need Thanks to the keeper of the starssmilin' down on me As I look at you tonight...

March 5th Sunday:

I can't describe how disgusted i am with her..i was having such a good time and she had to spoil everything!!!IDIOT!!!i feel like kicking he in her butt...why must she always screw things up for me? My life doesn't revolve around her you know...but then again she doesnt know that you see..Anyways ive decided on a few goals...new directions for my future...she can just stand outta the way of my dreams..and my life...

(ps. dear..i love you so much and i'll keep my promises to you always...we'll definately stand the test of time..)

2006-02-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

I'll try to make the sun shine brighter for youI will even play the fool if it makes you smileI'll try to make you laugh if there's a tear in your eyeAfter all is saidAfter all is doneI'd do anything for you
Come with me, close your eyesHold my hand, it'll be alrightDon't be scared, don't be shyLift your head it's gonna be alright...

Febuary 27 Monday:

I'm absolutely running outta patience....aaarrgghhh!!!I seriously cant wait to see him on saturday!! Time just flies so slowly before that....eerrhhhgg!! Anyways enough about my impatience...my grandma dearest is in hospital coz she fell down...poor lady...and she didnt tell anyone coz she didnt wanna bother us....how crazy can she get? Just hate to see her in pain...haiz...there's choir tmr (unfortunately the longest block sub tmr and the most tiresome)...and the choice of songs this time around is just toooooo BORING...-not that the previous ones were so interesting either...haiz...just cant stand her teaching u know...she's practically tone deaf and she is being paid $120 an hour!!! God save us all!!

Sundays!!!

2006-02-26T12:02:00.000+08:00

Sunday morning, rain is falling Steal some covers, share some skin Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable ..

You twist to fit the mold that I am in But things just get so crazyLiving life gets hard to do.. And I would gladly hit the road, get up and go if I knew...

That someday it would lead me back to you That someday it would lead me back to you...

Febuary 26 Sunday:

Sundays!!! I hate them!!!its the mot boring day in the whole week...it sucks...nothing to do and i feel like being in bed all day...its irritating to the max...hhmmm...but then...what can i do??well...tmr..school's starting and i dun feel like waking up at all....aaaarrrgggh!!!

I don't like sitting aroundI don't like beating the groundI wanna hear the sound Of me and you just runnin' around

2006-02-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

I live by no one's words...

23rd Febuary :
Tsk Tsk...i feel the slightest bit irritated today..ive been going on a (so-called) diet for 2 weeks but all ive been doing is enjoying the wonderful thai dishes at thai express and homemade curries by my wonderful mother...what am i going to do? i look like a pillow...a very huggable one (i think)...hehe...but the point is...a pillow??!!??!! *SIGHS*

2006-02-22T19:21:00.000+08:00

I like the queen of drama You like the Latin mama I bet you think that’s me You call me even sista Oh no excuse me mister I’m more than what you see

Some Latin girls dance in your cheap videos You play some congas Let them dance in those You think you could make me move my hips I’m not that kinda girl Read from my lips

Febuary20 Monday:

Ooh...its study week at last...time to take a break!!!Well..from school,assignments, and irritating people who practically hound me!!! Mmmm...but i havent decided how im going to relax tho...

Febuary 22 Wednesday:

Hmmm...i havent done much this few days except for feeling love stuck for some reason...well...i finally finished my floral basic course...and went to rown today...but im feeling bored already...well...my favourite niece mya is coming down on saturday from Canada..together with my cousin...wooohooo...i cant wait...and of course before that im going for a game..(probably badminton..) with my bf...hmmm...cant wait....hehehe!!:)