dixie stompz!!!!

20th April Thursday


AAughh!!!I was thinking so hard about this yesterday night...then I thought of voicing it out to Mu...well..im talking about "seeing my bf once a month"!! youre probably wondering how the hell can a relationship work like that eh?? well well...yea thats how it works in mine...i cant erally do anything about it ..all thanks to my stubborn-to-the-ass mother!!! she says anything more than once a month is uncalled for...what a statement??? who the hell cares whether it is called for anot??? tsk tsk...well..i sought Mu and he said he'll try his best to see me as much as he can....like come to the library with me...or just lunch or just coffee...is that sweet or what????? haiz haiz...i didnt know i could fall deeper and deeper in love with him till this kinda things happen...i just thank god i found someone like him...unlike my "past" experiences of people who totally are self centred asses!!!

dixie stompz!!!!

shim sham shimmy...

18April 2006 Tuesday

hmmm....talk about being stressed!!! tomorrow's my recital..and i just finish typing my programme notes..i havent photocopied my scores for examiners...im practically going mad...nuts...paagal...gilah..yea whatever you call it...!!haiz haiz...i didnt even got to my teacher's hse today!! shit shit shit!! ok ok ...im not suppodes to frett about it coa its not going to help anyways...All i can do now is to practice faithfully and go through all my teacher has taught me...so...relax!!!

aaughh!! I whole week...7 days more...shit man..just cant wait for the 25th...if youre wondering why...well..its coz im seeing Mu....which i havent done in almost month...well well....let me pour out what i feel so strongly about this particular "friend" of his!!! i dun wanna mention names la...(im not so mean eh)..she has been msging him and so suggestively asking him out...which gurl with the right state of mind would do that ??? come on la...my BF is attached...for christ's sake!!! to me!!!! she's just being a total bitch!!! Why is it you choose to come around afetr almost 2 years ??? Youre an old issue...almost like history already..so just shut up and flit somewhere else...coz if you dont...youre gg to see a different side of me!!!auugh!!!

10April2006 Monday

Well well...today was so so so good!! haha...after having exam in the morning( which was fairly good)..i went shopping!!! with Gracie..haha...sweet sweet gracie..cant believe that even our shopping taste and budgets are the same..hmmm...well what can i say about a 15 year friendship eh?? hehe...anyways...

...this whole week is soo cramped up with our exams...tomorrow's keyboard skills exam..and then we've got a concert...haha..i wonder what the hell Grace( our choir mistress) is going to wear...she & her stoopid bandage looking shoes...haha...talk about fashion sense...hmmm...anyways then it goes on and on and on...wed,thurs,..luckily fri sot no test...oh but yea datelines for projects..haiz...anyways...next week's recital week and all the buzz about it being practically the last week of school..and then its just the never-ending wait for our results...haiz haiz...

...aaaarrrhg!!! i really cant wait for the 25th...seeing my boo...haha..its been such a long time since we've met...almost 3 plus weeks...can you imagine that?? haiz...i really wish, (although i know its highly impossible) that we met more often...i mean yea i understand that with his NS life and my school schedule its not that easy to meet up and stuff..on a regular basis but i really wish la...haiz haiz...anyways...here's signing off..im going to practice for my recital...cheers!!!

heya finally!!!

April 04 Tuesday 2006 hmmzz..i finally found the time to update...anyways...exams are around the corner....aaaarrgh!!! so stressed!!! music and comp, keyboard skills( which i havent been faithfully attending)hehe...and thank god choir ensem exam's over..just today..it went ok la..haha...enough about school anyways... mm...i dunno why but ive got this increasing sense of mistrust on someone i care about so much for...i dun exactly know why...maybe its because i've experienced this before...a guy tells you he has feelings for you and then you seem to fall all the way down and then he says that he thinks its good if you guys keep a distance..and in a short time he hooks up wth someone else...*blink*blink*tear*...well...yups...but im SUPPOSED to trust this person...but how to?? i feel so much in a wierd situation...its like..i love him yes..but i cant trust him fully....maybe because of the increasing attention another friend of his is giving him..and she's female so to speak..and then sometimes he's all cool and light but some other times he's so uptight....why why why???!!!!

heya finally!!!

April 04 Tuesday 2006 hmmzz..i finally found the time to update...anyways...exams are around the corner....aaaarrgh!!! so stressed!!! music and comp, keyboard skills( which i havent been faithfully attending)hehe...and thank god choir ensem exam's over..just today..it went ok la..haha...enough about school anyways... mm...i dunno why but ive got this increasing sense of mistrust on someone i care about so much for...i dun exactly know why...maybe its because i've experienced this before...a guy tells you he has feelings for you and then you seem to fall all the way down and then he says that he thinks its good if you guys keep a distance..and in a short time he hooks up wth someone else...*blink*blink*tear*...well...yups...but im SUPPOSED to trust this person...but how to?? i feel so much in a wierd situation...its like..i love him yes..but i cant trust him fully....maybe because of the increasing attention another friend of his is giving him..and she's female so to speak..and then sometimes he's all cool and light but some other times he's so uptight....why why why???!!!!