heya finally!!!

April 04 Tuesday 2006 hmmzz..i finally found the time to update...anyways...exams are around the corner....aaaarrgh!!! so stressed!!! music and comp, keyboard skills( which i havent been faithfully attending)hehe...and thank god choir ensem exam's over..just today..it went ok la..haha...enough about school anyways... mm...i dunno why but ive got this increasing sense of mistrust on someone i care about so much for...i dun exactly know why...maybe its because i've experienced this before...a guy tells you he has feelings for you and then you seem to fall all the way down and then he says that he thinks its good if you guys keep a distance..and in a short time he hooks up wth someone else...*blink*blink*tear*...well...yups...but im SUPPOSED to trust this person...but how to?? i feel so much in a wierd situation...its like..i love him yes..but i cant trust him fully....maybe because of the increasing attention another friend of his is giving him..and she's female so to speak..and then sometimes he's all cool and light but some other times he's so uptight....why why why???!!!!