Monday, May 28, 2007

xoxo


Haha murali looks so proud carrying his cousin,the baby in the pic. He simply adores his cousin.. you know someone said he looks like he's carrying his own child.haha..
Haiz.work work work. days are passing by just like this. and i ound out today that sam carmel viewed me. im starting to realise she's quite mean. and only i know why. ok my friends are missing in action.and i eally hate to say this but i feel abandoned! hey you out there!! haiz haiz... murali i feel detatched and you know why. this whole mum issue is too much for 2 yrs of relationship ok.. feel like its too much an issue for us to discuss yet coz of all the reasons you are aware of. anyways i just came to a conclusion that i refuse to believe in astrology anymore!!!



Saturday, May 26, 2007

sick

im sick of most things..and most people. People.. there are many levels of relation..those who claim acquaintance to you.those who claim friendship.those who claim sisterhood.and even the "best-friends forever" thingy, that's way too gross. seriously tell me if there is one soul whom you can trust at any one point of time with your life?or some serious secret? not a soul.. so why claim these relations at all? they're seriously not worth my time.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

confused!

Hols are boring! and with what happened recently it really shook me.. well working at the obs & gynae clinic isn't any better.. things aren't good at home.. and i'm struggling to find the right words to tell me mum about THE matter... which sucks half the time coz her birthday and wedding anniversary are arnd the corner.. and murali's just there.. he helps but sometimes i wish i hadnt told him anything.. but then a again who else can i actually tell?? I might sound like a saddistic ass but then i dont really care do i?