pissy & precious

So yeah im getting the picture now guys! its ok .. my bad so ill pay for it i guess! So Elle, Wendy,Rafik, Benedict and me...GIN AND CHIPS..hahaha... yes and to think that we haven't told Darren about it... wooohooo! Elle is totally cool...haha..well although its somewhat funny..us teaching her singlish when she has such a thick aussie accent! And that day at Blu Jazz was great...Gin and tonic.. 3 glasses and i was still sober..its a wonder..haha... cant believe we were discussing Philosophy around Gin and Baileys...! But guys we totally have to do that again.. and next time.. wendy.. pls pls pls... longer dress!!! Hahaha... you get the ddrift?!? And that dude in my class... Nick's twin bro is sooooooooo totally chic magnet! hahaha...cant stop smiling when i think of what happened today in the libray! Not going to let go of my theory book anytime soon!!! Hahaha!

complicated

Maintaining a complicated life is a great way to avoid changing it!

tsk tsk

what the hell is gg on?!? Im scared!

clouds in my head

i don't know what to say really.. im just thinking.. is this shit all worth it? you lose people along the way and never get them back.. so thats just great and you have to stick it up to the end?? tat just sounds like a load of crap to me.. ok im not enjoying the new attention in school at all.. i totally snubbed Daren today and didnt even turn to look at Tim..haha... i just loved that moment.. seriously!!And stop calling me waltzling already! So wat if its your country's song??? hello its my bloody name! ...Im very exhausted. Really.. and tired of worrying..and tired of pleasing people.. so what if youre not happy? Im not gg to waste my bloody time getting cookies and tea for everyone while my damn time just wastes away..and im not going to be that person you want me to be.. ( ma im sorry im not ur little girl anymore)..and im tired of smiling when i dont feel like...!

keep walking

I'm quiet puzzled why i kinda expected so much outta the NUS show..hah.. but it went well.. & i hope nothing dissastrous happens to the pic that guy took of us..LOL.. well tml back to square 1 .. I really dunno how the hell its going to be again.. so not looking forward to seeing Mona's face and her caustic remarks about not having skills and management crap.. she should just sodd off.. and there's one more thing of course..im gonna have to mesh my timetable with mu's.. haiz.. wonder when that' s gonna happen eh?!?

merry-go-round

The merry-go-round of blame,shame and eveything else starts on monday.. i cant believe my parents actually forced me to do something i don't want to do. Expected more from them, actually from my mum.. didnt expect anything from my dad.. his ability to understand me still stands at a very amazing percentage of 1 % maybe.. and it is so impossible to have a conversation with him i swear..its like talking to a wall!!! ok so i guess i gotta follow rev's advice and tell myself its a stepping stone.. i will i guess.. eventually after i get through this "stress".. hah! and i do hope my time tables meshes well with mu's.. so i won't feel like im having a long-dist r/ship!!!

yak yak yak

If i was so shallowed Shirley, i wouldn't even be talking to the dudette... so shut up!!To all the big-assed mama's .. you rck!! so Shirl, tell me why on earth would you put up something like that on the damned net huh?? If u a really are aiming for 'dudette' to read it and have some remotely good reaction to it, u might be in for a surprise!And also, next time you think of not showing up.. please let me know so i will not look like a total ass! Seriously you should learn.. its time somebody put you in ur place huh?? That's what Em was trying to hint at dinner the other day anyways.. so if you have any sense, pls call 'u-know-who' and alpologise.. thank you!
(ps. Em, you should go with red the next time pls.. Darren loves red! HAHA)

shut up & stop whiniing

ok here goes..i've barely been able to sleep or do anything peacefully.. and i dun have anyone to talk to about it.. well im just scared to approach who i have in mind. Haiz.. alright I already talked to murali about the thing that bothering me since monday.. and it turned out alright i guess..he listened and told me the stuff i needed to hear.Uuurrgh!! I dunnno what the hell is running through my mind and the people around me are just blending more and more into the background.. i msged someone but she seemed too occupied and gave a very brief one..hmmm... to think i even bothered! really... seeming so unsure and all crapped out...