merry-go-round

The merry-go-round of blame,shame and eveything else starts on monday.. i cant believe my parents actually forced me to do something i don't want to do. Expected more from them, actually from my mum.. didnt expect anything from my dad.. his ability to understand me still stands at a very amazing percentage of 1 % maybe.. and it is so impossible to have a conversation with him i swear..its like talking to a wall!!! ok so i guess i gotta follow rev's advice and tell myself its a stepping stone.. i will i guess.. eventually after i get through this "stress".. hah! and i do hope my time tables meshes well with mu's.. so i won't feel like im having a long-dist r/ship!!!